Tuesday, March 30, 2010
There will be a certain point in life, when you realised that there is this one person whom you will never leave, no matter how many horrible habits he/ she have. It's at that point, I realised that he's probably the one.
Which bf is able to give me as much freedom as he does? Furthermore, to accept my inability to take imperfection. Yes, I am someone who will go crazy if another does not behave properly, in terms of character and attitude.
In my pursuit of perfection, I've came to meet an imperfection whom frequently make me feel like pulling my hair. Ironic as it may seen, it's the flaws that makes life meaningful as we learn and grow together.
As we hit April's Fool this Thursday, it's my parents ROM anniversary. It will also be my 64 months with him. Guess what? Even without counting the 4 extra years since we knew about each other, befriend and my constant rejections all the way till the end of my O levels, I have to use a calculator to count the months we started off as a couple! :p
School is getting busier these days as datelines draw near. So are the examinations. At this hour, I am still discussing project matters. It's 9am class tomorrow!
Still enjoying myself though.. ;)
Labels: love, self reflection
1:27 AM
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
I'm a weird person. I love the fast paced city life. To me, lights are beautiful despite arguments that they are pollutants. I like the way my life is right now. Busy but fulfilling. :)
As much as my schedule has been pretty tight lately, I am enjoying the time that I have. Am beginning to catch up with friends amidst my busy schedule.
Unaware, I am already going to my 5th mentoring session with the youths. They taught me a lot, made me think a lot, in a way, made me grow too.
School has been packed with projects and labs as usual.
For the first time, I am finally appreciating the beauty of university education with respect to my life. I am seeing why corporates do things in a particular manner, why certain trends occurs, in relations to human and technical studies. I love this feeling of being able to apply what I learn.
And I am still waiting for my internship placement. I hope that I'll get it!
12:52 PM
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
haven't felt this relax for a long time. I can finally breathe!
at least for the next two weeks, I am safe. :)
Labels: random thoughts
5:33 PM
Tuesday, March 02, 2010
Have you ever wondered what actually keep you going? For me, it's my family. Everything that I am doing now is more than just for myself, but for the better good of my family. I know very well that my next 5 years of success will be dedicated to my family. It may be in terms of materials, as superficial as it may seem, at least I try my best to provide for what we have lacked all these years.
My goal is to afford a car for family outings (if not siblings' outings) in town and to provide for my siblings' education and family holiday trips. As insignificant as it may seem to many, these are a luxury that my family has not been able to afford all these years. I may not have the richest parents around, but at least the environment gave me the opportunity to do something for the family, because I too, yearn for it. Yes, materials are not everything. But it will help to bond the family closer with more opportunities and less conflicts as we explore our new lives together.
I have never forget this target. In another year's time, I will be graduating.. :)
Labels: random thoughts
1:52 AM