Saturday, September 28, 2013
The days when I don't even know what to write anymore. hahaha. Had an unforgettable birthday on an SQ flight the other day, making my birthday not so lonely after all.
I need to grow up and out. Very soon, I won't need anything from you. Time heals. You knew it.
When it's gone, it's gone.
I can only say, it was a mistake right from the very beginning.
It was a relationship that I wish didn't exist in my life before. A man, I tried to tell myself, I have never love before.
Life of a perfectionist. I've hurt enough. Disappointed enough.
A coward who only in turn hurts others.
I wish to hate you for upsetting my life. If only I can.
8:13 AM
Saturday, September 14, 2013
习惯就好。
心里没谱。
让感情线空白着。
这样就好。
我的保护色。
7:18 AM
Friday, September 13, 2013
First single birthday in 13 years.. I've forgotten how I should feel..
On this day, I feel so much like getting myself a bouquet to at least cheer myself up.. and perhaps, lie through my eyes..
Some things will never happen again..
And if I don't learn to give up, tears will never end..
This year, I fly alone on my special day. To a place called work.
My September 2013 ends on my birthday. A year I'll remember why I did so..
Let me get past this year..
8:58 AM
Tuesday, September 10, 2013
You don't know how much of a nightmare you were to me. You didn't know how much I want to run away from you. You have no ideas how much tears was the result of you.
Stop telling me how hard it was for you.. you have not idea how much harder it was for me.
And you long left me there to bleed on my own.
At my age, the good guys are taken. You took my youth away with your monstrous self..
9:10 AM
Thursday, September 05, 2013
被爱情辜负后，不再相信它。
再见，爱情。
5:31 PM